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Go Forth in Joy

God’s love doesn’t depend on your behavior.” How many times have I heard this and even said it myself? Yet recently a friend unearthed a stubborn place in my heart that didn’t believe that. This spot of unbelief lets in fiery arrows that cause me to stumble.
One day I prayed, Dear Father, I feel so out-classed by some of the Christians I’ve met. They serve you well in career and marriage/family and seem to grow steadily in their relationship with Jesus. I hesitate to share my real thoughts with such people. Although I’m sure they don’t think themselves superior to me, I think myself inferior.
Perhaps God answered with this bit of verse:

Don’t believe Satan’s lies, dear child.
Just lift up your eyes to Me and look—
My heart for you is written in My Book.
You are loved. You are prized.
Your value cost Me My Son’s life.
So doubt no more about your worth,
And don’t compare to others on earth.
Relax, receive. Choose to believe.
My love depends not on you, but Me.
And though your trust falters, My love never fails.
Go forth in joy
And know I am with you whatever assails.

“Search me O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting” (Psalm 139:23-24 NIV).
I will turn away from the offensive ways of unbelief which You, God, have exposed, and I will return to trusting You with ALL my heart and not leaning on my own understanding. (Proverbs 3:5)

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A Confession and Prayer

Father, sometimes when people tell of their experiences, I want to have that kind of experience too. I become dissatisfied with what You’ve done for me. Please forgive me for allowing jealousy to come into my soul. Instead of listening to envious thoughts, let me focus on the truth of Your unfailing love and Your presence with me. Psalm 95:6-7 says that You are our God, the Lord our Maker and that we are the people of Your pasture, and the sheep of Your hand.

You, Lord, are more than enough. Please teach me to slam the door on any kind of jealousy. Amen.

“A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones.” (Proverbs 14:30 New International Version)

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